Overwhelming Place to Work - Account Manager ArkusNexus Employee Review

There's a constant fear atmosphere if you don't agree 100% with the CEO. Some of us got proposed (very much forced) to move to one of the new HQ's so the CEO could have control over a recently acquired company, using pressure and many manipulation tactics to convince us to leave Tijuana. Many benefits were promised; it's been almost 2 years since we were told there was going to be either a promotion or a raise to those who were willingly accepting the proposal. Some of us were even given loans to help with our personal projects, such as houses, apartments rental and cars, with a lower interest rate than banks, and we obviously accepted then because we had no choice. Of course, this has been used against us to deny us from getting a fair salary and other percs, saying we already got a lot from the company and that we should be grateful. As for now I have many mental health issues and developed a substances abuse problem; I have been even asked them for help, but I am forced by contract to either stay here otherwise I won't be able to pay for the things they have helped me for. It was not a wise decision but was the only thing I could do back then. I have been spending these years convincing coworkers about the good intentions of our CEO in many places where we have HQ's, but sometimes I don't even know if this is true. I no longer know where the company values end and mine start, this has brought me to a very dark place and the longer the worse it gets. I really hope if anyone sees this, to avoid sinking as deep as I did.